Well I've thought long and hard about this and I realized the last time I was truly happy was when I was with Cody. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. I've loved him from day one. The heart wants what it wants and dammit my heart still wants him after being apart for seven months....call me crazy but I'm still deeply in love with that man and I'm gonna do anything and everything I can to get the man I love back. This is my journey<3